Domesticated Kay is domesticated

The title says it all. And now, due to popular demand, I'm gonna have a few vodkas, blare the music, sing along and then glomp Kenny when he comes home from work :)

Homesick

I would normally write a blog going on about how happy I am being up in Dundee with Kenny. Those who know me and care already know it's going great.. no, amazing.
But what I really wanna go on about is how much I miss everyone. Last night it hit me quite bad. When I was living in Ayr, it wasn't bad. I was a 15minute train away. I had my mum nearby, I had friends in Ayr, there were nights out I could go to. I was always occupied basically.
But now... I'm so far away and I miss everyone so much :'(
I've seen a few mates since I've been here. I had Callum and Martyn up one weekend, then Will came up last weekend. I think having friends around me for a couple of days really helped, but then they all had to go a day or two later it just left me with that, "oh... what now?" feeling.
Don't get me wrong, I'm not saying for a minute that Kenny abandons me, or doesn't talk to me or anything like that! We enjoy our wee evening together when he comes back from work. I just miss everyone else!!!

I'm going to see Godspeed You! Black Emperor on the 8th in Glasgow, so hopefully I'll be able to see a bunch of people then!

But yeah... there's my wee rant.



P.S. I do love living up here though :)

Dundee, Doves and Fleas.

Hmm, well things have been eventful since my last post...

Kenny’s now living up in Dundee. We went up together a few weeks ago to view a couple of flats and the first one we seen was awesome.

Flat number 1:

It was absolutely huge! A nice big 2 bedroom flat, loads of windows, a pretty view and an awesome living room. Only downside was that it was totally unfurnished to the point where it had no oven or washing machine!

Flat number 2:

Inside it was a lovely wee flat! 2 bedrooms, quite spacious, came with its own coffee machine... The downside was the fact it was in Dundee’s equivalent of the ghetto! We had the scummy kids with their scummy kids eyeing us as we went in and it was just an automatic “NAW!” lol

The flat he has now is a nice wee 1 bedroom flat just a 20minute walk from the city centre – which is always handy! I’ve been up here since the Sunday night and I’m leaving tomorrow night... I really don’t want to go though... I’ve actually settled in here better than I expected. Sure, I haven’t exactly done or seen much, but the flat itself is just so cosy! I’m expecting to be quite upset this time tomorrow...

I got a free ticket to see The Doves which was great! They played at the Oran Mor in Glasgow and it was such a great night! Got a bit too drunk however, but overall it was epic! :D I even got a wristband! I know how sad this sounds, but i’ve always wanted a wristband for a gig! :D (After typing that I’ve just realised I have no idea where my wristband is... :S I think it fell off!!!)

In other news, wee Nietzsche has fleas which have caused some issues. The house is being somewhat fumigated and it’s just typical this happens when I’m not at home so I feel really quite useless -.- Pay day’s going to be fun...

Now how can I cheer myself up? Hmm, I know! I think I’ll go for a long shower!!!

Friends, Booze and the Kennychu

I’ve been having such a great time :) I’ve been up at Kenny’s since Wednesday night and it’s actually been amazing! He’s had the flat to himself so we can just relax and be ourselves! 

We had Jen staying over on the Friday night along with Aldi brand Malibu – which is actually strangely good!! At £4.99, how can you complain?! :D Didn’t really do much – just sat up drinking, smoking, talking shite and having a laugh! Braw times all the same! xD

Today has been really nice though, after Jen headed off, me and Kenny have basically had a super lazy day! Hugging up on the couch, watching Disney films (well, forcing him to watch Disney films!), The I.T Crowd and listening to my awesome music :P I managed to grab music by Chewy Chocolate Cookies, Le Castle Vania, Danger, Fukkk Offf, of Montreal and more! So it’s been “pyoor bangin’!”

Our mate Bob’s heading up now from Kilwinning to come and stay over and drink with us, so this ought to be good!! :D

After these past couple of days, I’ve just been thinking more and more about the whole Dundee situation and I’m actually really excited about it! I can’t really explain how it is I’m really feeling about it – I just feel happy and it feels right! :D

Hmm... I best go and get ready now anyway! Bob’s due here soon!

P.S. I can’t believe I missed the “Legalise Cannabis” march today in Glasgow!!!  Gutted!

Decisions

A wee while ago, Kenny applied to work in Dundee for a year. It's some internship thingy that's related to software development.... or something like that... lol

Well, he got the job! He got the job and is moving to Dundee at the end of next month! It's going to be difficult for a while I think, for we basically won’t really see each other till November!  :S I've decided that come November, I'm going to move up to Dundee, and we're going to live with each other. It'd only be for a year up there, as after his internship he'd have to go back to Uni to do his honours. For that handful of people who'd miss hanging out with me, Fear not!!! Heh :P

I was really nervous when I decided I was going to do this... I'm giving up quite a lot to do this but I think I've reached that point where it'd be nice just to live with Kenny. Don't get me wrong, I'm not wanting to rush into engagement or marriage or anything like that, but the travel to see each other is already bad, Dundee would kill us!!

Well... that's all there is to say really! So when September comes, you'll start seeing me beginning to get all panicky :P Oh the joy lol

Piercings and tattoo designs

Well, I'm back at my mum's house again waiting on another repair guy to come over. I hate being up this early but at least I have the internet to keep me company :P

So, I've been thinking recently that I definitely want more piercings. The next one I intend to have will be my tongue, just need to save or just go for it the next time I get a decent wage :) As for tattoos, I did a wee sketch of something I would like. Obviously this is just the sketch and not the final version, but I'll be wanting this on my lower back :)

Tattoo Design "In Strawberry Fields... All You Need Is... LOVE"

I've been able to see Kenny a bit more this week which has been good, especially as it feels like we never get to see each other any more! The joys of no money! But that won't be for too long hopefully... *crosses fingers*

On another note, I don't think I'll be drinking for a wee while! Had an immense binge at the weekend so my liver's saying no!! Give it a few weeks and I'll be back to my old self though xD

Well there's nothing else to report really! Life is dull in the land of me :P

Hamsters & Alcohol

Well, our wee hamster Patrice passed away a few days ago :( It was very sad as she was just adorable.. We've buried her in the garden with lots of wee flowers and leaves so it was quite sweet...

R.I.P Mistress Patrice Bodie - Lady of the Manor!

We now have a new hamster though.. Well, when I say hamster, I mean the spawn of Satan! This hamster is pure evil!! It's taken a while to actually name this beast!! We had the following ideas..

1. Friedrich - Seeing as we already have the cat who is called Nietzsche, it'd be amusing to have an evil hamster called Friedrich.. :P
2. Precious - Just cause she's fat, black and misunderstood!
3. Myra Hindley - She nearly killed 5 other hamsters so had to be isolated!

In the end, we decided to go with Myra Precious Hindley :D And here's some pictures of the evil fur ball!

Feel her eyes penetrate your soul!

One can't plan murder on an empty tum tum!

Despite how evil she is, she's still adorable!

The cat is still alive though! He's still an arsehole though! But like Myra, he's still adorable! 

I ended up going out last night with Kenny, Bob and Eddie to the pub, seeing as I'm in Kilwinning for a couple of days... Got some amusing pics, have a good laugh and got really drunk! So naturally, I'm fragile as all hell today!! :( Woe is my face!!

Avon and hedgehogs

Well, I'm now officially an Avon representative. This will probably backfire somehow and leave me in a worse situation, but hopefully it will get some cash to live on as well! I'm kinda nervous about it... Like what if no one buys anything? Most people are away home for the summer as the uni's are closed or they live too far away for me to afford the travel :/

I haven't been sleeping good recently and last night was no different, so I got intouch with Martyn and we ended up going this lovely walk :) On the way I found the biggest hedgehog I've ever seen! It was so cute! I wanted to pet it but I didn't wanna catch rabies lol :P
We ended up just walking around the golf course for a bit and it was just beautiful. It was all illuminated by moonlight, there were no cars about, the stars were bright and huge and it was amazing! It was so relaxing :)
We ended up recording our conversation on the walk back home though for some weird reason! You can't see a thing but it's pretty funny :P

Anyway, nothing else to talk about so I'll head off!

P.S. Buy Avon stuff off me!!!

Holidays

Today is not a happy day :( Today is the day where I should have been in Paris by now with Kenny :(.

We arranged a while back to have this awesome holiday away. Just a break from everything. So we booked tickets to Paris and were gonna pay for the hotel, Disneyland, train to Amsterdam and a hostel bit by bit.

Little did we know that we would be depressingly poor!

So, I now have 2 weeks of holiday, nowhere/nothing to do, I'm still depressingly poor and I'll be lucky if I even see Kenny during the next 2 weeks!

So if anyone fancies meeting up and doing something then gimmie a shout!! :P

Oh hi there...

Hmm, today has been a good day! (So far anyway!)

It's been nice and sunny which automatically puts me in a good mood! Plus it was just amazing to be home again! I danced about the living room to lots of Nick Cave & The Bad Seeds and Gorillaz, watched Robot Chicken and danced about some more!

Last night though... me, Andrew and Sourz watched what's been dubbed as "the worst movie ever".. That's right...

It was awful! I mean... here's some example of the "acting"...

I actually can't write any more on this, because it's too awful for words to describe. All you have to know is that Tommy "did nahhht hit Lisa!" and that he loves her very much. As awful as it is, you have to experience it... it'll change your life and it will drag you into madness with its repetitive scenes and massive plot holes!

Enjoy! ^_-

What to do? Where to go?

So I've been thinking... I would like just to disappear and go somewhere different for a while. Even a weekend would be nice. Just the idea of going somewhere like a small town in the UK would be nice. Just the opportunity to get away, relax, get some nice pics and just have fun seems like something I need :)

I think after going to Balmaha for a day was great cause it was all new to me :)

I wish I had a wee cottage in the middle of the countryside... that would just rock! :D

I guess it's just bugging me cause I know I was meant to be going away to Paris and Amsterdam in a few weeks but due to money problems we've had to cancel, so now I have 2 weeks of holiday leave but no holiday...

If anyone wants to do something free for 2 weeks then you know where to find me :)

Testing...

I found a free app for blogging so I'm just testing this to see how good it is...

Balmaha :)

I've recently went through a stage of wanting a fresh start with everything. New look, changing my room about, new emails etc etc etc so dammit, I'm getting a new blogger!!! For anyone who has stalker qualities/gets bored easily or is just a nosy sod, here's the link to the old one! http://torturebunny.blogspot.com/

I'm still living in Ayr and I feel 100% settled in my wee flat! I love it to bits :) Wee Nietzsche's getting all big and grumpy but I still love him to bits!^__^

I'm still working away looking after my cousin, and I'm now also working in the Capability Scotland in Ayr cause... I get bored too easily!! :P

But yeah, as the title of this blog suggests... I went to Balmaha! And it was lovely! Mainly hung out with Kenny, Sean, Will and Dasha... had some Morgans Spiced Rum, had sand/gravel wars with Sean (I WILL get revenge... one day...) and listened to good music on the beach :) We had a wee barbecue and people people got loadsa pictures.. so when I get some of them I'll post them :)

Huh... Nothing else has really happened... I always hate the first blog cause I never know what to write... This does not please Gaga!!

However... THIS pleases Gaga!!!