Favourite Song - Day 7

Ok, so it's nearly 5am, and yet again I'm still awake!! I think it's safe to say that I've messed up my sleeping pattern again.

It's been a strange day today. There's just been a negative aura all day and it's not shifted. It's just one of those days where you even feel uncomfortable in your own skin...

But, in other news... I have discovered this song. It's been on repeat about 5 times in a row now. Now, I beg you... sit down and watch and listen to this. Please!! It is beautiful. Also, let me know what you think of it. But YOU need to hear this :3

I don't feel alright in spite of these comforting sounds you make.

I don't feel alright because you make promises that you break.

Into your house, why don't we share our solitude?

Nothing is pure anymore but solitude.

It's hard to make sense, feels as if I'm sensing you through a lens.

If someone else comes, I'd just sit here listening to the drums.

Previously I never called it solitude.

And probably you know all the dirty shows I've put on.

Blunted and exhausted like anyone.

Honestly I tried to avoid it.

Honestly.

Back when we were kids, we would always know when to stop.

And now all the good kids are messing up.

Nobody has gained or accomplished anything.

<3

Favourite Song - Day 6

That is all. <3

Favourite Song - Day 5 / Hangover and more booze

So... was up till after 6am drinking vodka while talking on the phone drunkly to Will... So many lols... So litte time. So, to celebrate, I'm drinking again tonight!!

Weekend love!!! <3

So yes, todays song choice shall be this:

Favourite Song - Day 4

I'm going to make this a small blog and just get right to the point.

This song came out at a really difficult time in my life, and it was one of those "this song has been wrote just for you" moments. To this day, it's still one of my favourite songs of all times even though I don't have it on repeat all the time. It always makes me smile, and the album it's from it just perfect. So here you go:

<3

Favourite Song - Day 3

I actually can't be arsed writing about what's pissing me off just now. Cause I'd just rant all night. I'll just say this though:
 You are a fucking cunt. Get your fucking priorities sorted, get a fucking grip and put YOUR family first for a fucking change - not just yourself!! *


Anyway. Here's my favourite song for today.

* I'm not putting the persons name down to avoid arguments. Although part of me is saying fucking bring it >:(

Favourite Song Day 2 / Slightly more optimistic

Well, after ranting and raving in my last post I've decided to have a slightly more optimistic one today. Cause y'know... change is fun?

Well, a lot of people who know me personally will know that I'm a bit of a flirt and know of the sort of relationship me and Kenny have. We love each other to bits, but we're still young so we wanna have a bit of fun with other people. Plus, I wanna explore my... hmm... how to put it... my "inner gay"? Hahaha...
But yeah, I've been looking about and have started talking to more girls, so yay! Can haz moar confidence naow? :P
Hopefully something will come of it - failing that, I'll settle to just making a few extra friends :P

So, there's not really much else to say, so without further adieu, here is today's favourite song :)

Favourite Song - Day 1 / Moany bitch ranting

Well, it seems to be the new craze on Facebook where people will post a favourite song everyday for the month. I have decided to jump on this bandwagon because I have nothing better to do, and right now I need some nice music.

It's been a really difficult month. It feels like everything that could go wrong, has.  I feel like I've been slipping into old ways of thinking, and it's not doing me any good. I'm trying to keep myself optimistic and occupied, but I'm beginning to feel like there's no point to it. I just feel so low recently and I really don't like it.

I heard this song today for the first time in ages, and I kid you not, I just sat there and cried. How lame is that, eh?

I had the idea a couple of weeks ago about maybe starting up a web comic. Well, when I say my idea, me and my mate were joking about it online, and it actually sounded like a good wee past time. So yeah, I've came up with a few wee comic ideas, so one I have a load of them, I plan so sit down and go through them - see what needs changed etc. I'll need to actually learn Photoshop as well! So, here's my rough copy of my cartoon version of me.

I was thinking this could be used in the "About Me" section.

I've still been job hunting continuously, and fuck sake... it bloody drives you to depression. It doesn't help either when you see a job you know you can do with your eyes closed, and you don't even get any response - or maybe I have! With my phone cut off, who knows whether I've had loads of call backs?! 

*Sigh*

It's pretty grim at the moment... I'm hoping to go back to Glasgow and the 'Shire at some point soon, but I'm not even confident it's going to happen. I've just lost hope now.

But aye... This song... Listen.

/rant